GOD MUST REALLY LOVE ME

Well duh, of course He does. He even loves all the faults I have. Yes Mrs. Sandy has faults, okay I said it, you didn't. Maybe I care to much for people. Is this a bad thing? Maybe sometimes it is. Maybe my fault lies with turning everything over to God and letting him have control over it. I just did it again, I am a control freak. I think I am on a mission this morning to discredit my name. Why God, did you give me such emotions, why did you give me a heart that goes out and gets hurt? The Bible does say the the heart is very deceiving. Am I being deceived or am I a deceiver? Out of the two choices I would rather be the first.
Then the word choice is in there. Another word that is hard to handle. One of the little ladies I care for is going to have to make a choice whether to keep me when I get better or go with the lady that is taking my place. She wants both, but this can not be so. I guess that is why they call it a choice. God gives each and every man choices. Could good things happen to people that are not saved? Yes, well of course they can, but it all lies with who gives you those things and the price that comes with that choice. The price is your soul, who do you give it to. God or satan. Yes, satan is real, and he really wants to give you what appears to be wonderful, just as he did with Eve in the garden. I pray you make the right choice, God has my vote. Then there are children who watch the choices that their parents make. Have my children watched me make bad choices, yes they have. Oh if I could only turn back time.
There's another word to deal with, time. Time will always tell, whether you want it to or not. I think the time is now, to stop playing games with my (our) lives and hand everything over to God. All of our controlling, all of our choices, and all of our time. The three sins in Mrs. Sandy's life. I AM READY, ARE YOU!!!!!!!

THE GERMAN HAS TO COME OUT!!!!!!

Yes when I told someone at work that my gallbladder had to removed, they told me that they were going to take the German out of me. Well, I don't know about that, all I know is that my gallbladder will be removed sometime soon. Had an Ultrasound done this a.m. and it showed that I have a sick one. This is what was causing the morning sickness, the all day sickness. They have gave me compazine for the sickness which has helped with the reflex. I go see the surgeon next Wednesday. Wonder why God put something in our bodies, that once removed we can function without? I think this is a question I will put on my many other questions for Him. Food at this time really don't sound to appealing, but I have to eat to keep my sugars from not going stupid. My doctor says once we get this problem solved, then we are going to address what kind of medication switch we will make to get my sugars regulated. If it is not one thing it is another. Life is just so dog gone interesting!!!!! I wonder if dogs have gallbladder? Oh well, gotta go. Hugs, love and kisses to all.